p.s. went past your place today and this is all there is left... 
oh well, here's to the newer, nicer place to come.


 











meifen _ spoke at 12:00 AM

Xiang's 21st and the DXO experience


Hong Kong : a Wonderland







meifen _ spoke at 8:21 PM

you thought i was dead. but no, i'm still here, doin what i do and makin the best of it. i'm doin art.

and art is living life and lovin it.

meifen _ spoke at 3:03 PM

first times.

the first time you moved into a brand new house that became home.
the first time you went to school and made friends.
the first time you heard about the boogeyman.
the first time you saw your parents fight.
the first time you went to the principal's office.
the first time you tried public speaking.
the first time you had a crush.
the first time you pulled a prank on authority.
the first time you had alcohol.
the first time you got teased
the first time you tease.
the first date.
the first ice skate.
the first time you thought you were mature.
the first time you felt embarassed of your folks.
the first time you rebelled just cause you could.
the first time your folks were called in.
the first time you thought you hated them.
the first time you stayed out on the streets.
the first time you went home in the morning.
the first time you grew up more than ever.
the first time you realise you're still young and childish.
the first time you held hands.
the first time you kissed.
the first time you thought it wasn't a good idea.
the first time you chamged your mind about it.
the first time you played the field.
the first time you loved it.
the first time you say 'i love you' .
the first time you realise you don't.
the first time of then and now.

i'm in a first time right now.
smith.hayden.creshap. -it's a first for everything.

meifen _ spoke at 11:37 AM

you're fantastic
and i'm in the moment
no time to pause
and think things through
because life never
gives two times chances
to make mistakes or
learn all over again

and you're fanFUCKingtastic
and we go so well
like baileys and milk
ben and jerry's
connossiuer chocolate obsession
with cantonese slapstick
the evil twin or not
life never stops

andie thinks that she's in l.o.v.e with smith hayden creshap.
and she might jus be right.

meifen _ spoke at 8:21 PM

hello world. i'm back. been sick and busy and rather voiceless.

anyhow, potluck tonight. yum.

there was a lot shouting and pushing and banging and clashing and challenging and it made me tired. my fingers are freezing off and my feet are cold. on another note, the very thought of blistering cold excites me. imagine the whole 3 months of cold cold whitewash fluff. woohoo.

ok, be right back when the sun is shining brighter.


p.s. your 'o' so nearly gave it away.

meifen _ spoke at 6:00 PM

so the past weeks were a staged drama of big personal events and even landed a scar on my cheek. so i received blessings of forever happiness, got my heart broken cos i broke some. played hide and seek with the tim tam, accompanied a drinkdrivegetcaught friend to the station where liscenses bade farewell, spend a week of touring melbourne with my sista n frens like a true blue shutterflashy tourist and of course, turned twenteen.

so if you would like to know what happened, call me or maybe i'll tell you when i see you. it's too long a story not to have coffee and goss over.

anyhow, the birthday trip to mt buller was one helluva time with snow and tabogganing and the blistering cold admist awesomic sunshine. i like. and there was great ocean road where one of the twelve apostles collapsed the day before so there was a lot of rubble. makes really precious photos, and the view was hard to match. then the silly fairy penguins of phillip island tickled me up and down with their madagascar actions. wad a hoot.

so now i look forward to my timtam trip, my buffet extravanganza, my post-drama-trauma party and my funky grace skating.
now, i have jus one more life changing worry in my life. get it out. get it out. pls.

you might have made me fall but somehow i miss your presence in a non-bad way.









meifen _ spoke at 12:04 AM