in between huggin rootpoots goodbye, crossing the death-defying car-zigzagging road and waiting an eternal life for the bus to come, the white striped shirt wearing guy 2.0m away from me broke into song. he gave a strange medley featuring hoobastank's the reason, maroon5's she will be loved and other random songs with goodbye and daylight in them. i'll be shot not to say his singing was oddly high pitched and severely tone deaf which equated a perfectly horrid singing. he was goin on so loud- loud enough for public hearing in the midst of the uesquare busstop after office hours. i see him happily swayin his body and movin his head to his rhythmless rhythm, eyes closed and forehead tightly clenched singing with utmost emotion. i had a choice of giggling like a school girl and rolling about the granite floor or dropping my jaw wide enough for a bird to nestle comfortably and laugh in hiccups. i chose to text roots bout it so she could have a 50m view of the weird idol wannabe. which she did, and it's true he was quite far away from me, too far for private shy singing to infiltrate into my surrounding sounds. i see why kbox was introduced now.

35 days. 3 calls. 5 msges. rocksteady. jus maybe. or not.

meifen _ spoke at 1:07 PM

steve jus told me that he went to amber last night til 6. ouch. i wanna go back jus for that too.. but anyhow, things aren't all bad here... lotsa busy people pretendin to be busy cos sean paul said to get busy. ok, i am spouting. lack of sleep and lethargy has seeped through my veins, i apologise.

grey is a bleak colour no one should wear cos it jus strips all flamboyantness and dramatic flair away from your being, it's bad. so i suggest you throw all your boring grey tops out the third window on your left and head to the shop for flowery fashion in candy colours. like what wen and i did in melb. now click. much love.

other photos out in due time. sorry.

wa-ta-shi anah-tao suki-des.
much love, my summerbuttercup.

meifen _ spoke at 6:57 PM

i thought it was over. i thought i died. i thought you died. i floated into oblivion. you were not really hiding, not like a shadow; you just weren't there. and then i found an excuse. a very useful, totally valid one. and guess what? i received news that added a cloud of confusion to a whirlpool of blackness. but thinking through, i realised that eight months will be a very tremendously horrifyingly long time. and there has to be a reason for such a phenomenom. and then i think i know. 'aku cintang kemur'.
i think.

we all need a little bit of time, so have yours. :))

2004 has really ended. wow. it was amazing.


meifen _ spoke at 3:06 AM

it's new year but do you feel it?
raise up your hand so
i can have a clear view
no one celebrates
no cheer to be heard
didn't christmas jus come and go?
why do your heart still stay cold
like the winter hail
hittin hard on solid ground
as the tears fall and
you slowly fade away
into oblivion.. so silent
so who wants to celebrate
the new year without you.

very melancholic day. there isn't much sun. i will not think bout you anymore. the optimism in me is slowly zapping away. i think it's the crowd and the weather... and all things grey and cold.

she's slowly slippin out and everyone notices but keeps the deadly silence. say something... but will she listen?

meifen _ spoke at 7:36 PM