first times.

the first time you moved into a brand new house that became home.
the first time you went to school and made friends.
the first time you heard about the boogeyman.
the first time you saw your parents fight.
the first time you went to the principal's office.
the first time you tried public speaking.
the first time you had a crush.
the first time you pulled a prank on authority.
the first time you had alcohol.
the first time you got teased
the first time you tease.
the first date.
the first ice skate.
the first time you thought you were mature.
the first time you felt embarassed of your folks.
the first time you rebelled just cause you could.
the first time your folks were called in.
the first time you thought you hated them.
the first time you stayed out on the streets.
the first time you went home in the morning.
the first time you grew up more than ever.
the first time you realise you're still young and childish.
the first time you held hands.
the first time you kissed.
the first time you thought it wasn't a good idea.
the first time you chamged your mind about it.
the first time you played the field.
the first time you loved it.
the first time you say 'i love you' .
the first time you realise you don't.
the first time of then and now.

i'm in a first time right now.
smith.hayden.creshap. -it's a first for everything.

meifen _ spoke at 11:37 AM

you're fantastic
and i'm in the moment
no time to pause
and think things through
because life never
gives two times chances
to make mistakes or
learn all over again

and you're fanFUCKingtastic
and we go so well
like baileys and milk
ben and jerry's
connossiuer chocolate obsession
with cantonese slapstick
the evil twin or not
life never stops

andie thinks that she's in l.o.v.e with smith hayden creshap.
and she might jus be right.

meifen _ spoke at 8:21 PM