Saturday, February 26, 2005
clubbin in melbourne is jus so different. metro last nite was good. surprisingly good. despite the fact tat i only went in so very last minute to say hi. this little hunny fren of mine was a little bit too high. anyhow, the pictures thing was sucha good idea. but, very sadly, i received some sad news about some people overseas i don't know. and i thought 3 months was enough to resolve conflicts. apparently not. not in this industry anyway. sometimes, the farther from this industry i am, the happier i feel. but happiness is a product of such an industry so tell me how do i get some mock happiness if i drift away from the social source that makes the people taste this little bit of being free?

on another note, anne marie tan, you better come back soon cos we have to move out in 2 weeks... and guess wad? we haven't even gone house hunting.. very smart.

i'm not bullshittin when i say i love it here in melbourne, please join me cos it's jus too fun to let you guys miss out the wonderful discoveries i made.

random random.


meifen _ spoke at 1:47 PM

Monday, February 21, 2005
nothing beats taking a 7 hour flight with shitty qantas lumps of fish they call food, vegetating in the middle of two men and coming home to a room that didn't look like yours anymore. that slut of an erica he yihui practically held a wild-on party in my room! i entered from the glorious entrance to find two of my posters ripped from the wall and crumpled on the floor, my pillow at one end of the room and the bed had sailed from the centre to the end of the room. And, her crumpled craphole english grammar/vocab worksheets peeking out from the minute space between the wall and the bed, her beauty products sprawled on the floor along with a sea of suspiciously yellowed balls of tissue paper. you thought i ended but nope, she squashed all my stuff into random paperbags in a most disgustingly random fashion wedging anything that could fit anywhere; and there was dried up glue on my floor. it's revolting to think that she must've fucked a hundred desperate men on my very bed to bring the room to such a dishevelled state. if i find cum on my bed i'll go to taiwan and give that whore a big fat fucking slap. oh wait, if i forgot to introduce that skank is the very girl who backstabbed me, used my room without my permission, gave my keys to her boyfriend, told lies about everyone i know and cheated my friend of her money. how she got into the house i dun even wanna talk about it.


meifen _ spoke at 9:05 PM

Wednesday, February 09, 2005
i was the little yellow dancing shoes
you were the tasteful manipulator
every day you stared at the window
scheming up ways to bring me home
fortyfive days later, they packed
me up in white wrapper and paper bag
i swayed along the streets
strutting as you did,
dancing on a scoresheet
but coffee one fine day
the buzz of stillettos and bare feet
slowly, under the chair
you shamefully tuck me
and one second passed in darkness
you sprinted home in agony
tick tock tick tock
you put me on and smile
but next, followed by a frown
who knew if fortyfive days passed
i marinated in dust and dirt
behind the door you never closed
some day, you'll see the seams had burst
into broken wounds and salted tears
for, manipulator, beautiful danger
you have left me in the lurch.

-meifen
now if you only knew, when my cries are due


meifen _ spoke at 7:31 AM

Wednesday, February 02, 2005
i have this great plan to stay home and laze around absorbing the coolness admist the outrageously wonderful summer heat for just one single day. but no, everytime i start the day out hoping to carry out my plan of doing nothing cept stuffing my face and getting stitched to the couch while watching crappy serial dvds of drama or anime or a fantastic myriad of blockbuster hits, i get tempted by the prospects of going out and having fun in a more interactive way. so today, i have this great plan of staying home with chocolate cake and sourcream chips and a promise of resting those sore wakeboarded arms, but no. as you've already guessed, i jus recieved a message and i killed my wonderful plans with those dreaded fingers by replyin yes. i need a remedy.


meifen _ spoke at 2:30 PM